That is an excellent question Yana. What is the best version of my life?

Well I'll tell you what sn't. Thinking for some reason I've been forsaken a good life. For most of my life it's always seem like there was someone that had one up on me. That's perspective of course. I'm either on the mountain looking at the valley or in the valley being in awe of the mountain.

I'll admit I look at others life sometimes and think damn, I wish I was them. Especially married couples. One of favorite married couples is Daniel with the podcast I listen to. He was able to thrive because his wife stood by him. She breathed life into everything he is doing.

At the same time I'm being more grateful of who God made me. I've actually had men quietly be jealous of me my own life. They won't compliment me to my face or publicly acknowledge that they like something that I do well. I've envied people myself.

I'm starting to embrace that there's no one like me and no one could be me. Run my own race.

I enjoyed this article. Your personal articles make me think and write as usual.