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Sacred Energy Exchange

I was a slave to the act that creates life. Why did it drain my life? Connecting with the source and the right one will make your life abundant.

Walter Pop Matthews IV
6 min readAug 4, 2021
Photo by Priscilla Du Preez on Unsplash

How did something that was created to be so beautiful become so obscene and perverted? It’s purpose is to create life so why has it become a drug that feels like death? Not just death of the body but death of the spirit. These temples we’ve been blessed with are sacred. I’ve personally had sex many times with no regard for my body.

I didn’t care enough about myself to even be concerned about STDs. I thank God that I've never contracted one. I remember growing up as a young man not having trophies of conquest of women I had sex with made me feel like an awkward outcast who never fit in. You see sexual intercourse was the scrolling social media dopamine of the 80s and 90s. My teens and 20s.

That consumed all of the young men that were my peers. Everything we did was to hook up with and sleep with a young lady. There was absolutely no education on safe sex, abstinence or anything. I got all of my information and knowledge from the streets and people who made mindless and bad decisions.

I became one of those people who made those bad decisions. Yes it feels good temporarily but no one told me…

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Walter Pop Matthews IV
Walter Pop Matthews IV

Written by Walter Pop Matthews IV

A writer who has written an autobiography in poetry form, songs, a play and thought provoking commentary on various online platforms.

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